Why is that I am being drawn to your eyes like a honey bee to its nectar?
Why do I feel a sense of great relief when I see you?
Why do I feel your absence?
Why do I long to see you?
Why does your smile makes me feel happy for you?
Why do I pray for your well-being?
When you are not with me, why do I feel as if something in me is missing?
On the contrary, when you are with me, why can't I look straight into your eyes?
Why do I feel shy when you stare at me?
Why can't I stare at you for hours together?
Why do I want to be with you for ever?
You aren't the most beautiful girl- but still- why do I find you beautiful?
Why do I find you attractive even with your specs?
Why is that I find even your yawning a visual delight?
Why is that I don't want to take my eyes away from you?
Why do I always pray for your happiness- for your success in life?
Why do I want to know you well- your likes, your dislikes,your plans- just everything about you?
Its a great feeling.... but as a matter of fact- it hurts. It really does.
One should never build castles in the air.
One should never dream of things which are not possible.
I know that this won't last long, it won't take me anywhere.
Things never turn out the way they are expected.
Life is a tortuous mountain trail full of twists and turns.
I do not want to be fooled again- mirage can never be a reality.
But---- I am helpless- at least, as of now.
You aren't mine, you can never be mine. That's the truth.
But there is one more truth. I can never you snatch from someone.
Vexed I am of passions of difference.
Confused I am at times. Can I ever make up the leeway?
I feel as if I am caught in a whirlpool of emotions.
I already had my quota of pains- at least for this birth.
My brain is f***** up, my hopes have been shattered,
My friends and foes have no idea what I am going through
My unsecured future poses as the biggest obstacle.
I need a couple of years, but by then, you wont be there with me.
I am aware of your constraints too.
There is a pandemonium of emotions in toto andits a hard to dwell here sans losing the peace of mind.
Believe me, its not happening.
And its never going to happen.
But one thing for sure- very soon- I will be free from this unusual feeling.
Till then, I have to keep my fingers crossed.
Why do I feel a sense of great relief when I see you?
Why do I feel your absence?
Why do I long to see you?
Why does your smile makes me feel happy for you?
Why do I pray for your well-being?
When you are not with me, why do I feel as if something in me is missing?
On the contrary, when you are with me, why can't I look straight into your eyes?
Why do I feel shy when you stare at me?
Why can't I stare at you for hours together?
Why do I want to be with you for ever?
You aren't the most beautiful girl- but still- why do I find you beautiful?
Why do I find you attractive even with your specs?
Why is that I find even your yawning a visual delight?
Why is that I don't want to take my eyes away from you?
Why do I always pray for your happiness- for your success in life?
Why do I want to know you well- your likes, your dislikes,your plans- just everything about you?
Its a great feeling.... but as a matter of fact- it hurts. It really does.
One should never build castles in the air.
One should never dream of things which are not possible.
I know that this won't last long, it won't take me anywhere.
Things never turn out the way they are expected.
Life is a tortuous mountain trail full of twists and turns.
I do not want to be fooled again- mirage can never be a reality.
But---- I am helpless- at least, as of now.
You aren't mine, you can never be mine. That's the truth.
But there is one more truth. I can never you snatch from someone.
Vexed I am of passions of difference.
Confused I am at times. Can I ever make up the leeway?
I feel as if I am caught in a whirlpool of emotions.
I already had my quota of pains- at least for this birth.
My brain is f***** up, my hopes have been shattered,
My friends and foes have no idea what I am going through
My unsecured future poses as the biggest obstacle.
I need a couple of years, but by then, you wont be there with me.
I am aware of your constraints too.
There is a pandemonium of emotions in toto andits a hard to dwell here sans losing the peace of mind.
Believe me, its not happening.
And its never going to happen.
But one thing for sure- very soon- I will be free from this unusual feeling.
Till then, I have to keep my fingers crossed.
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