God commanded- setting a stage of life. I, being a new comer with no no first hand experience was pretty nervous. My make-up was too prudish.
Easy past: Though I was nervous, I dare not show it. There was something in me which said that everything was going to be fine. The play proceeded. I delivered my dialogs very well. The play gathered momentum. Scenes led to further scenes and it was the end of Act-I.
The first act is always easy for all; especially new-comers like me. Even if we do not perform well on screen, we are not criticized. We have the experienced actors beside us who take the control of everything. We are just mere stuffs to make the play look complete. Our dialogs are either monosyllables, bi syllables or sometimes may be a sentence or two.
Tough present: The second act is going to start. I have many scenes to perform. The success of the movie depends upon me. How am I going to perform? Are the audience going to like my acting? These kind of questions haunt me. Vexed I am of passions of difference. Swept I am by the lines. The director looks at me with great hope- may be I could make it a prodigal delight.
Can I live up to his expectation? I do not know. I am still blowing hot and cold about it.
Oops the scene! My make is drenched in sweat. I remember, how in the scene, I was so confident though I did not get enough chance to prove my histrionics. But now, the situation is entirely different. I have got an important role to perform- and yes, no more experienced actors by my side. I have to act in a confident and experienced way.
Lets see what is going to happen. Until then, can keep our fingers crossed!
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